I don't know (honestly..) what I've done..but, it's okey!

it was happened..
just happened, with my permission actually..
but, I'm very very don't understand with what I'm doing..
it's too hard to say..can I off only this day?
I mean..just having some fun without thinking the past..

ohh.. I know now that I still can't forget about what I've done in the past..
yaps, it's happened a lot of things! a lot! how I can leave it behind without look it back..again..and again..
I have to decided! decided it now, rina!
take it easy, buddy..
I know what you feel..just calm a little..
huhh..

okey, I've decide it just now..
you gonna make you're own decisions again..
the new one!
don't think about what people syaing about you..but, you need to think much about what you want to do for you're life..
great! bravo!
(getting present from my buddy of my self..one side of me!)

so, what will you do now?
hmm... (take a long think...)
hmm...
hmm...
right!

I peacefull wit my past..
about anything, everything, what I've done..
alright!!!
do you want to keep promise to me? (ask with strong hope..)
hmm...absolutly yes! I promise and will do the best for it!
when?
now, until I can't breath again..and we face to our god!
from this state..right here, right now..and at this second!
I love my life until the end of my life!

cheers, I love you too buddy..
we're best friend and always to remember each other in every condition!
when we're feel happy or sad..
it's normal, and just enjoy it..
with basmallah ofcoursely..
yaps, bismillahh...^^
yippy!